I hate waiting all day for a text that doesn't come. The anticipation, the hoping, and then having to go to sleep disappointed.
I hate that I do what feels good over what is right.
I hate friends who promise to always be there for you - until something better comes along.
I hate that I would give up anything for them but they wouldn't pass up on a party to help me through my depression.
I hate friends who were never really friends in the first place.
I hate living every day knowing that I'm not what I could be. That I don't know how to live up to my full potential.
I hate loving people with the realization that any relationship I'm ever involved in will be 60/40, 70/30, with me always on the losing side.
I hate that I'm incapable of keeping anyone that I love in my life.
I hate that I can't make things okay on my own.