There have been much longer gaps between my entries as time goes on, haven't there? My disappearances, which I tried to pretend wouldn't happen, were absolutely inevitable. That's life. I'll try and make my way back into this lifestyle, which is actually one that I enjoy, but which is also difficult to maintain while trying to nurture a full schedule toward a healthy end.
Of course, school is playing an enormous role on my life right now and I actually am determined to finish toward the top, much more well off than I've done in my past. I hope I can accomplish it, and I hope I can figure out what I want to do in my future and transfer with a nice start on whatever it happens to be. In the end, I believe in myself, and that's more than I've done in the past. I hope it lasts.
In the meantime, I'll try to update as frequently as possible with a forgetful mind and a busy life. I'm thinking about trying a few writer's blocks to get my thoughts flowing. My mind hasn't exactly been in that place for a while, seeing that I'm very picky, and getting the words in a decent order is usually very hard to do...if that makes sense. If you're in the place that I am, you'll understand.
All in all, I hope that anyone who is bothering to read this has been doing well in the time that I've been away. I'll be back, and I hope that I can promise it to be soon. Be happy, everyone!
